I can't even begin to explain Akito. He's like a big brother that I had a crush on. (no incest.) He helped me out so much and always encouraged me- at my times of low self esteem and hi. I'm so grateful to have met him. And if I hadn't met him, I wouldn't have met Kyle, Ryan, KJ, Joe, Nate, and so many more whom I think are REALLY good looking but never have the nerve to talk to.

Anyway. That's just my far-fetched life so far. I have quit Maple Story- I realized it was sucking my life away and that I needed to snap back into reality. But I'm just NOT READY for reality. I lost everyone in these past 2 years of Mapling... my old friends won't talk to me because they still are hurt that I blew them off for people I had just met in the past year, when I knew them since grade school. I feel terrible, and the only thing I know to do is to just turn back. ...I really want to cower out and do just that. But many people have told me that they were so proud of me that I had quit Maple Story... so I won't give in. I'm going to try to re-gain everyone's trust. God, I really need your help.